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Some of you know me well enough to know that Erotic photography is something I enjoy making (not porn there is a difference).  My fiancee is a minor alt/fetish model who has done photoshoots for Horror Chix (now defunct), Spooky Girls, Whipsmarts Inc and Ink & Pink.

The site isn’t fully open yet but I decided I’d post a link to it here (and it will go in my permanent links too)  It’s called Alice Malice’s Wonderland and it will contain alt, cosplay and fetish photography of an erotic type.  I do all the photography except in a few rare exceptions (we are thinking of letting some of the girls who were on Horror Chix get their pictures up there too since the site is dead and they gave all the pictures back) so it’s a great outlet for both of us.

That being said, it’s going too be a membership site with one set of free pictures/content a month.  The cost of the site is going to be $10 a month which is extremly low for this sort of thing.

Anyways just an FYI for all of you out there who wants to see a cute gamer girl dress up like American McGee’s alice and strip down to nothing.

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Good lord that's a long time.

Well hello there. How are all of you? I'm doing fine. I'm in credit card debt up to my eyes though.

So first a quick update post before I make an announcement post in regards to my photography.

So the place I work at got bought out by Kimball International.  I fortunately made it past all the cuts and am still employed at a job I barely have to do anything at in order to get done (meaning I still have hours and hours of free time at work).  I've gone through 3 bosses since Kimball took over so it's been an interesting ride.

[info]sexyloserd
 has been doing well as well.  She is doing awesome at the Art Institute, one of their best students.  She loves what she's learning and she loves doing it, two great things to have.  She will be an great animator one day, I'm sure.  In addition to all that she's still doing the Alt/Fetish modeling and will be doing a shoot with Ink & Pink this Friday.  The payment includes a free tattoo so she's going to be inking her virgin skin at last.

Gaming group is doing fine, having been ressurected.  We are playing Vampire set in Chicago right now but there has been talks of playing the Serenity or 7th Sea RPGs in the near future.

Also our cats are becoming annoying.  Midnite keeps trying to have sex with Abu (who is also male) and this makes Abu piss and shit everywhere.  I sometimes wished I didn't save Midnite from the storm gutter and had let him keep existing as a stray.  Then he gives me a look and a meow and I forgive him.

Now I just have to get them to stop peeing on everything.

What Deimos has been Watching:

The Sopranos - I seem to be the only one in the world who really enjoyed the last episode and the ending especially.  I could imagine no way it could have been better ending.  The ending makes no moral judgement on Tony, instead just ending as if to say "no more stories but their life goes on."  Wow, that's kinda how real life happens.

Heroes -   It was my crack cocaine on TV for the whole run of the show.  I don't think a network TV show has ever engaged me to that point.  I didn't watch Buffy, Angel or Firefly until they were out on DVD so I never really knew what it was like to enjoy a show on Network TV and actually set time out of my life every week to watch it.

TNA Wrestling - Total Nonstop Action Wrestling is a show on Spike TV.  Yeah it's pro wrestling, sue me.

Ghost Rider - Really enjoyed this flick, I enjoyed it alot more than I did Spider Man 3.  I know most people didn't like it but I really can't understand why.  It was a good superhero movie that went ahead and told the story, resolved it and moved on leaving just a bit left for a potential sequel.  Great movie.

Spider Man 3 - Hated it.  Topher Grace was awesome as the "anti-Peter" as well as Venom.  Everything else was just a remake of the Mask.  However it would have been a really good two movies, too bad it was just one movie.

Shrek the Third - It's catching alot of flack for some reason that I can't tell.  I really liked it though I thought Shrek becoming King at the end would have been a much cooler ending.  The animation is only getting better too.

Pirates of the Caribean 3: At World's End - I really thought I wasn't going to like this.  I loved the first one, didn't care for the second one and when I saw that Asians were in the third one I couldn't help but think "When in doubt add Asians."  Having said that, the only thing that is wrong with this movie is that it's the second half of PotC2.  Had this been the third act of a better second act this would have been the perfect movie.  I felt the story was solid, each scene built on the next, and there was no wasted time of "lets have a stupid sword duel on a spinning water wheel."

What Deimos is Reading

The Dresden Files - Great series of books until you get to about the fifth one and then it all slowly starts to fall apart.  I do recommend the first lot of them though, especially if your a World of Darkness RPGer.  It's a shame the series of Sci-Fi is probably not going to get picked up for a second season.

xxxHoLiC - A very awesome manga that despite the three x's at the start has nothing to do with pornography.  Instead it is about an unusual shop where a "Space-Time Witch" named Yuuko 'grants your wish' alot of it is Goetic style tales of people coming to the shop and setting a storyline in motion where their vice destroys them.

So that's it, just keep in touch and remember that I also have a wordpress at deimosmasque.wordpress.com

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I'm using Word Press using the link below

http://deimosmasque.wordpress.com/

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So Last Night the Mage game was put on hold for a few weeks and we picked up D&D.  Specifically the Eberron setting with my own twists and tastes to it (liking including things from Arcana Evolved and Magic the Gathering).  And honestly despite the problem of having one player know all the rules and talk like people know what he's talking about, it went pretty good.

There was some rule confusions and frustrations but that is to be expected when you're dealing with a system for the first time.  But in the end we all had fun and they all were put through alot.

We ended up only having three players for this game, I started them all at the 4th level:

A Human Rouge calling himself Pic
A Changeling Cleric of the Traveler called Som
And a Human Unfettered named Sien but disguises herself as a boy named Jack.

Now I'm trying to decided if I should write an Actual Play thread like I did for my Mage game or should I just leave this be and not try it.  It seems like a different type of writing since there were 5 combats in the session (my Mage game averaged one a session at most) and a non-modern setting.

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Alright the tragedies of the last week are over and done with.  I had alot of trouble sleeping for a while but I'm back to normal.  Let's talk about everything else!

Christmas and New Year's were both okay.  We went up to Pittsburgh for Christmas to visit with [info]sexyloserd 's family.  The visit was nice except I didn't get to do any tourist stuff.  I just stuck my head in my new Nintendo DS and sat around.

New Year's was better.  Hung out with my friend Rob as well as [info]sexyloserd and played Munchkin as well as drank and watched movies.  I think we were playing Guitar Hero 2 when the "ball dropped" so we didn't even have a big "Happy New Year" moment.  That's fine I hate those anyways.

I'm a bit burned out on my Actual Play thread over on Shadownessence (http://www.shadownessence.com/forum/index.php?showtopic=20204) which is now two game sessions behind in.  I just can't seem to get the typing and writing going.  Add to that that we just started playing Eberron last week and I don't know how it bodes for the thread.

On an interesting RP note the group is now going to alternate between on a two weeks a game block.  Basically we play Eberron for two weeks and then Mage for two weeks.  When the Mage game is completely resolved and done for a bit we pick up another game (either L5R or Shadowrun) and move forward from there.  It'll keep me from getting burned out as quick I think.

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I've been meaning to post for weeks now, having gone through Christmas I meant to talk about my Nintendo DS, what games I play, the fact that I got alot of D20 books and Guitar Hero 2.

But I can't talk about any of that now for there has been a great loss.

Danny, Denise's cousin and one of the few members of her family I'd consider a friend died yesterday in a car accident.  The roads were wet and he lost control of his car and slammed into a parked SUV.  He died on impact.

The funeral is this weekend in the Philly area so I won't be able to go, I barely have time to go home from work it seems nowadays. 

But I wanted to grieve him here so that I can say that even though I didn't know him long, I did respect him and like him.  Some people go sooner than we'd like.  And it's times like this that I both fear death and respect it.

I pray for Danny and I hope he finds rest.

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Was officially purchased today:

http://biz.yahoo.com/bw/061218/20061218006095.html?.v=1

I'm on vacation till the New Year so I have no direct word in on anything but I'll have to say I don't know exactly how I feel about this yet.

On one side it's a very good thing because it means the company is going to remain around since they purchased us for our manufacturing capabilities but it may be bad.

I currently hold a very new position in our job called Corporate Materials Data Analyst. I'm not sure if my job will still exist after everything is said and done. And I really don't want to go anywhere else. I've done very well at Reptron, getting promoted once a year every year since coming there (1 promotion every year for three years) and I am very loyal to the company.

I don't want to lose my job right now either as I'm just starting to get finances handled and I don't think I could find a job as good as this. Add on to that that my father works at Reptron too (in a different department, I'm in purchasing he's in manufacturing) and I worry if we may both be in the unemployment line together.

I won't even know anything till I get back unless I get some phone call or surprise e-mail. In the end this is all premature worry since it's very likely that it won't effect my day to day at all. But I still can't help but worry a bit.

Ah stress during vacation, how lovely.

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http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/news/news.html?in_article_id=410150&in_page_id=1770

I mean really? Arresting a 14-year-old girl for "racism" because she can't understand a language and wants to have a different group is a bit on the insane side isn't it?

Has policial correctness gone so insane that you can't even express your inability to communicate without being called a racist now?

What I find worse about this story is that the TEACHER was the one who initiated the whole thing and this poor girl had to be arrested and thrown in prison for hours! How is this freedom of expression (I know the Brits have it!)? How is this anything but enforcing political correctness by legal penalty?
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My Interests Collage! )
Create your own! Originally Written By [info]ga_woo, Hosted and ReWritten by [info]darkman424
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Pretty soon, I'm hanging up New York City for a bit and setting an new Vampire game in Chicago, something I've wanted to do since the Chicago book came out.  The decision was based on my desire to see both myself as an ST and my players branch out and do something a bit different.

The thing is in addition to this changing of settings (which will be for one story arc and then I will change back to NYC for a single story arc then back and forth back and forth)  we'll be trying out some new games that I have in my collection that are not World of Darkness related.

More specifically it's between four other games right now, Buffy the Vampire Slayer RPG (great system to it!), Legend of the Five Rings 3rd Edition (great setting), and Star Trek: Deep Space Nine RPG (yeah I said it, you wanna fight about it?) and Shadowrun 4th edition (wow, just wow)

Right now with one of my players being very against anything Asian (because he doesn't want to like anime and become "more of a nerd") we look to be going to Deep Space Nine in the near future.  It should be fun as I haven't run a Sci-Fi setting in a while, and especially not the dark cousin of Star Trek.  It'll be interesting to see what I as a primarily dark horror ST does when I go back to a dark Sci-Fi setting.

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Why you shouldn't vote Republican

They have absolutely no fiscal discipline whatsoever. No congress has ever blown money on vote-buying programs quite like the current Republican congress has.

There are far too many Republicans who want to take their personal religious blueprints for behavior and make them law.

The seem unwilling to press the advantage when it is theirs to press.

They're prudes.

Stem cell research.

Donald Wildmon

The McCain-Feingold Campaign Reform Act.

The Medicare Prescription Drug benefit for the Gimme Generation

If they had their way, Terri Schiavo's soul would still not be at rest.

They pay more attention to K Street than they do to the American workers and businessmen carrying the load.

They can't even protect America's borders.

Do you want your kids to come home from a government school and tell you that the Earth is only 6000 years old?




Why you shouldn't vote Democrat

They clearly will not defend America from Islamic Fascism ... not now ... not until the price of that defense is catastrophic.

They think terrorism is a law enforcement problem.

Their war against individualism.

They think America is great because of its government, instead of it's people.

They seem to think that income is distributed, not earned.

They promote class warfare.

They have almost single-handedly destroyed black culture in America.

Ted Kennedey

They're joined at the hip with teacher's unions.

Taxes can never be too high for Democrats.

They fully intend to destroy talk radio.

Their love of mob rule.

The fully intend to turn illegal aliens into Democrat voters.

Like the Republicans; they refuse to protect America's borders



Why your shouldn't vote Libertarian (The Party I'm currently aligned with)


With over 50% of the American people harboring strong libertarian feelings, they can't manage to mount a viable third-party campaign. How would they manage to govern?

Not only will they not defend America's borders, they don't really think the borders need defending.

Though philosophically they're right, they fail to see that their "legalize drugs" agenda isn't exactly a winner with the American people.

They never jumped on eminent domain abuse as the party agenda. People will react when they think their property rights are being threatened .... and the Libertarians couldn't take advantage of this.

Have you seen the way some of the people at their convention dress?

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Continuing Coverage of the Disappearance of Sailor Pluto from [info]sexyloserd  in regards to this news article http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2006/08/24/tech/main1931722.shtml


Newscaster - As our special behind-the-scenes interview with Sailor Saturn revealed, Sailor Pluto's disapperance has been tied to an odd intersection with Sailor Neptune.  We have however recently caught up with Sailor Uranus to ask her exactly how she responds to the charges that she attacked Sailor Pluto with an attack so deadly that Sailor Pluto removed herself from the timeline rather than allow herself to be struck with it.

(In an interview sound stage)
Newscaster -  So, Sailor Uranus, how do you react to these allegations that you were jealous of Sailor Neptune's and Sailor Pluto's "intersecting orbits."

Sailor Uranus (Subcaption under her name says: "Selfish Lesbian") - That's ridiculious.  Michiru (Neptune) flirts with people all the time, I know who she really loves.  I could care less what she does!

Newscaster - Are you sure?  We've obtained footage of you threatening Sailor Star Fighter after one of these so-called "encounters" 

(Footage shows Uranus's angry reaction to Neptune flirting with Star Fighter)

Sailor Uranus (Subcaption now says "Lying Selfish Lesbian") - Hey!  Where did you get that footage!  It's never been released in America before!

Newscaster - We are in Japan.

Sailor Uranus - Besides, that's know fair.  I didn't know that guy back then.  Sailor Pluto was a dear friend, we even raised Hotaru together!  I bet you it was Usagi!  Sailor Pluto always had a crush on Mamarou!  Sailor Moon's precious Tuxedo Mask!  I bet you Sailor Moon used one of those ridicliously elaborate and non-sensical "Moon Healing" attacks to destroy her.  I mean come on who out of all the Sailor Senshi have killed any villian... none of us except for Sailor Moon.  She never resolves things peacefully!  She always just uses her attacks and kills the villians.  I bet yo she knocked her off!
(Subcaption under Uranus now reads: "Angry, Lying, Selfish Lesbian")
(Back to the studio)

Newscaster - Unfortunately Sailor Moon and Tuxedo Mask were unable to be reached for comment.  And besides, couldn't you just tell that Uranus feels guilty about it.  I bet you it was here.  Thank you for your time.  This is Sailor Venu--... er... The Moon Kingdom Newscaster reporting.


I'm saddened that Pluto is no longer a planet.  It makes me sad.

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Well FetishCon ruined the Dita show, telling everyone it had been cancelled when it really hadn't so basically it was a dud.  Fortunately the Bondage ViXXXens still showed and did two performances, the one they were supposed to do and one that was rather... illegal and involved basically a cute little orgy on stage.

We actually got invited up to the VIP area by the end of the night ($75 tickets originally) so I got to get alot of cool pics of it all.

Still wish I could have seen Dita though

*CRY!*

Ah Well, I move on.  I've been sick the last couple of days and I really want it to just be over.  But I've had [info]sexyloserd and the Promethean the Created book to keep me company.  I'm on my second read through of it and I think it's one of the most solid pieces of writing White Wolf has done.  I can't wait to run a game or three for it.

Tonight we are supposed to do a photoshoot for Spookygirls as soon as [info]sexyloser is done studing for an Art History class exam.  We're doing a "Vinyl Pinup" set on our black leather couch.  Should be fun in the end... here's hoping I feel well enough to shoot it.

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 Boosted from [info]fiat_knox
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5. Don’t you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
6. Tag five people.

Not at the moment, she thought, watching the Ferengi.  Nog sat cross-legged on the floor, going through the larger chip trays a channel at a time, babbling enthusiastically abou the call from his friend.  Almost too enthusiastically, actually, as though it was a distraction from his own less than happy thoughts...

TAGGING:
[info]sexyloserd
[info]zenten
[info]mrgonefromhell
[info]abby_synthe
[info]nillic


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In other news Dita no-showed so instead we watched the Bondage Vixxens preform for about an hour.. some of what they did was rather.... illegal.
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So now my agenda for this weekend is to go to the Lowery Park Zoo at 5:00pm today for an animal anatomy project of [info]sexyloserd's.  She wants me to come along, she gets in for free and I pay admission.  Not the end of the world.

But after we leave there around 8:00pm we have to get home, get dressed to go out and go to the Starlets and Harlots Ball at the Underground where the doors open at 10pm.  Here I will get to see Dita Von Teese perform as well as some other great fetish performers.  That'll probably end around 1am or 2am.  Then it's home to sleep... I hope.

Then on Saturday we have to do atleast one photshoot for [info]sexyloserd to submit to Spookygirls.  However the plan is to do like three photoshoots tommorow.  And they are all traveling photoshoots instead of the house shoots we've already done.

Crazy!

Fortunately sunday is still just Laundry day this week.  I'd hate it if I had to spend my entire Sunday doing something too.   Don't get me wrong I love doing stuff on weekends.  But I also love to do things like relax around the house, roleplay and watch movies.  None of those things seem to be in the cards this weekend.

Damn and I just had a busy weekend like this the other week.
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So I don't know what the deal is but today and yesterday a whole lot of spam has managed to worm its way through my spam filters.

I just want to say for the record I have no need for a bigger penis, I don't care if you are horny and single with a bald pussy, "black bitches" drizzed in cum don't interest me and I have no intention of remorgaging my non-existant house.

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So a few days ago I made a big post about a single person and how she took friendship for granted.

I did it while I was rather angry at her and at the way she has acted in the past. It was unfair of me to put my anger at her on a public forum that I knew that she could read. I do consider her a friend, even though I may have suggested otherwise originally. What I put was apparently misinfomed (though I went on the information I'd been given) and much too harsh for a public forum that she would see.

I should have told her to her face, or atleast to her e-mail, but I guess sometimes I'm not too smart. To err is human and all that. I stand by some of my conclusions, but I should not have said them so harshly, or shared them here.

I sincerly hope that she can see it in her heart to forgive me for what I said.

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I get to see Dita Von Teese live! In her first performance in Tampa ever.

I'm glad to have the oppritunity Dita is one of my "roots" for liking fetish style stuff.  I never really though I'd get the chance to see her live and now that I am I am very happy for the chance.

[info]sexyloserd and I will both be going.  Got the tickets today.  We decided that going to this was a better idea than going to the FetishCon afterparty at the Castle, but hey, we might just swing over there as well after the shows.

I'm definatly bringing my camera as not only Dita, but a few other people I'd love to meet and have live pictures of is going to be there.  Including the wonderfull Rubberdoll.  Rubberdoll being my most recent "root" for fetish stuff.

Sounds like it's going to be a blast and I can't wait!  I always love a good excuse to dress in vinyl, put on make up, and go out.

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So as some of you may know.  I went to Anime Festival Orlando last weekend and to be honest I had a pretty good time for most of it.

We went to the cosplay contest, much to my lament as I usually hate going to it, and there was actually some rather good ones this year.  Cosplay contests by the way are little skits and performances done in costume of anime, video-game, etc for those who don't know.

We some some rather funny ones and got to the last two of the performance.  The next to last was a silly Naruto performance (I hate that anime BTW but that's not important to what this rant is about).  It wasn't well written, it mad joke references to Naruto, Mortal Kombat and Dragon Ball Z.  It got a lot of laughs because, well Naruto is popular right now.  It ended however with an insipid little throw in for laughs moment.  Two guys came out and did the "It's peanut butter jelly time" dance with the music playing.  The rest of the cast came out and did the same thing and the place was on it's feet and roaring with laughter and cheers.  The judges ended up giving the whole stupid thing "Best of Show" beating out  alot of really good cosplays because they catered to the "nerd culture."  I was shocked by it all but I had already seen the judges give in to "fan pressure" rather than judging on merit.

And thus here is my rant:

I used to think being called a nerd and even an otaku suggested a particular level of intelligence. We were people who kept informed on all sorts of subjects, did research on our favorite things, and generally considered ourselves "smart fans."  Now however, with newgrounds and the internet soaring higher and higher, the nerd culture has become very stupid.  We move from fad to fad.  First it was the "Yatah!" video of the Japanese pop band Yapiepe singing a song in their underwear.  Then it was the "Numa Numa dance" of the fat man lip synching (Numa Numa isn't the name of the song and it's actually a rather excelent japanese pop song).  Now it's "Peanut Butter Jelly time" dancing bannanna.  Mention any of these things and you get laugh riots.  It's ridicious and silly.  I understand that it's funny the first couple of times in a few cases but I still can't believe we have fallen so low.

Heck the otaku culture still has wars over "dubbing" and "subbing" but all stand up and cheer of "Peanut Butter Jelly Time?"  How inane!

This isn't to mention other things like the "End of the World" video where everyone remembers "I'm Le Tired" and "WTF, mate"  and of course the Star Wars kid.  It just seems that like most subcultures of late, we have grown boring, immature and stupid.

I can't believe these cultures that I used to be proud to be part off have fallen to the degree where I don't even like to hang out with members of it.  And I know that otaku means "obsessive" and was original an insult, and I know nerds tend to be hygenically challenged.  But even with all that it just seems like we have really fallen so far that those people who have been insulting us "behind our backs" have become right.

We truly are as immature and inane as they all think we are if we can just spew out random references and be the "best" over an amazingly clever comedy skit based around Final Fantasy VII and a commericial for a cure to the "Genova virus."  I loved it and I hate Final Fantasy VII. 

I've decided based on this that if I ever want to do a cosplay and have it win.  I get together 5 people, dress them all in all the popular animes at the time.  Go on stage and ramble about Pirates vs Ninjas.  Then move on to immitating the Star Wars kid.  And finish it off by doing a montage of "Yatah", "Numa Numa", "Peanut Butter Jelly Time" and end with me shrugging my shoulders and going "WTF, mate."

The sad thing is as angry and sarcastic that last paragraph was.  It probably win first prize every time we did it.

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